When we last left Asher & Jesse, Asher had just revealed her inclination to kink, and Jesse was left pondering: Maybe she wants to throw me down, and, you know, ravage me? Take me? Maybe she wants to do things to me, hit me with, I don’t know, a wooden kitchen spoon, or handcuff me? I could do that. Could I do that? ... I think I could do that.

But it wasn't like that at all.

Asher's lips still taste like cream and orange. Jesse pushes her hands up over her head and shoved her backward onto the many throw pillows covering Asher's bed, a soft easy landing. Asher keeps her thighs pressed together. She rubs them against each other, feeling the smoothness where she'd shaved, the softness, the tenderness. Jesse tries to nudge her legs open with her jean-clad knees, still using both hands to hold Asher's hands onto the pillow. Asher presses back against Jesse, and Jesse could tell Asher would squirm away if she didn't hold her arms there. Not because she didn't want it, Jesse kept reminding herself. It's like what Asher had told her earlier: "If I squirm, it's because I want more—I want you to hold me down harder."

Those words echoed as Jesse searches for a way to hold Asher's hands and open her thighs simultaneously. Asher's skirt was riding up and Jesse wanted to kiss her thick thighs, bite into the tenderest places, wanted to run her lips along her skin, wanted hands everywhere.

Jesse spies a thin scarf, a decorative slip of fabric, on Asher's headboard and reaches for it, wrapping it easily around Asher's wrists as she holds Asher's body down with her own weight. Asher easily weighed more than she did, she could've forced Jesse off of her. She didn't want to, Jesse kept reminding herself. Jesse doesn't know much about formal bondage stuff, but she easily secures the scarf to Asher's headboard.

"Hey—what are you—" Asher pulls at the restraints and her eyes flash, supple and desire and smoldering. She bites at her lip a little and shifts her body under Jesse's. "Um, what are you going to do with me now?"

"Whatever I want, I think," Jesse replies softly, tracing her hands with the lightest whisper touches over Asher's exposed thighs. "God, I want to touch you for hours. Drive you wild. Hear you beg to come. You like to beg, don't you, Asher? I bet you do."

Asher whimpers a little. The touches, the words. "Yes," she breathes.

"Yes what?"

"Yes ... sir?" Asher tries.

Jesse actually laughs. It isn't what she was going for, but she would take it. She even kind of likes it. It makes her feel hot, and in charge, and strong. "I want to hear you say it. You like to beg for your orgasms."

"I like to beg for my orgasms, sir. I like when someone tells me I can come. When I earn it."

Jesse drags her fingers over the tops of Asher's thighs, brushing closer and closer to Asher's underwear. With each brush she moves Asher's skirt a little farther up. She can see the smallest strip of solid grey lace.

"And you want me to tell you when you can come."

"Yes, yes I do. Please Jesse, tell me," Asher's voice drops, quiet and smaller, that vulnerable sweetness of revealing something deeply treasured.

"What else do you want?" Jesse asks, palms on Asher's thighs.

"I want your fingers, I want your touch on me. In me. All of it. Fuck. Fill me up, Jesse—please, I can't take it, please I want it."

"You want ... my fingers?" Jesse rubs the delicate fabric between her legs.

"Your whole hand, your fist, all the way in me, please!" She stops writhing to catch Jesse's eye. "Have you ... can you?"

Jesse looks a little sheepish. "I haven't, not exactly ... but I can. I know how." She'd been fisted before, and she'd tried it a variety of times, even getting all five fingers in, but she could never quite get her hand in past her knuckles, the thickest part. Asher, though ... Asher had already told her that she was experienced. Maybe she could do it. Jesse hadn't even touched her cunt yet, but she thought it was possible. Not only because Jesse's hands were so small and Asher's body was so much bigger and thicker and more pliable than Jesse's ... but something in the energy, something in how much Asher wanted it and how much Jesse herself wanted it told Jesse that she would fit inside and nestle there, that Asher could press and squirm all she wanted, and that she would.

Jesse dives back in to Asher, and her body, and her responses to Jesse's touch. Now that Asher's hands are bound, Jesse can use both of her hands to push her thighs open, pinching them a little, not giving Asher much of a choice. Asher resists and squirms and cries out and finally gives in, opens her legs a little more, just enough for Jesse to cup her holes and for Asher to relax and breathe and sigh and simmer. Jesse teases her on the outside of those grey lace panties. Her lips feel slick already, swollen. Jesse traces the contours and imagines what's underneath. "Can I ... ?"

Asher lifts her hips, and nods. "Uh huh."

Jesse slides the grey lace down her legs, slowly, and uses her fingertips to trace thin lines up and down her legs. So fucking sexy. Those legs she's stared at in class, those thighs she's watched cross when she sits and switch when she walks. Jesse can smell a little bit of Asher's wetness, just a faint hint of sweet and musk that made Jesse want to dive forward and tongue the source. She trails back up Asher's legs and pushes between her knees, pressing her knees apart even farther, and looks at her exposed pussy.

It takes restraint, but finally Jesse asks, "Gloves?" When they talked about it earlier, Asher said she wanted to use them. That she kept some on hand, ha ha, just in case.

"In the nightstand. In the bottom," Asher says. Jesse finds gloves and lube, a big bottle, from the little cupboard in the dark wood bedside table, and snaps one on her right hand with ease. She doesn't usually use gloves, but she doesn't mind them. Plus, she read somewhere that it was easier to fist with gloves on, since the lube wouldn't absorb into her own skin.

Hand covered, she gets back in place between Asher's knees and gently cups Asher's cunt again, letting her palm move softly against Asher's lips. Her tissues are darker than the skin on her thighs, nearly black curly hair all along her cunt and spilling onto her thighs and belly, unashamed and unrestrained. Asher sighs and presses against Jesse's hand, and Jesse moves her fingers, slick, over the folds and contours of Asher's cunt. One finger tucked in, to the first joint, just tracing the lines around Asher's opening, looping around her clit, figure eights and circles.

Asher moans. "More, please more, there, just there—" And Jesse pauses, staysthere, flicks with her fingertip. Asher shifts against the scarf tying her to the headboard and presses her hips up. Fuck, Jesse wants to use her mouth. Patience, patience, go slow, take it easy. There will be other times, if I'm lucky.

Jesse teases and tickles, tips of her fingers fluttering, rolling Asher's lips between her fingers, pinching just enough for sensation. "God, you're so good at this," Asher sighs, breathing hard. "Please, please Jesse ..."

"What?" Jesse circles around Asher's cunt without sliding in, touching the pad of her finger to the opening but not pushing.

Asher moves her hips but can't make Jesse do it. "Fuck!" she swears. "Just please, go inside, please, I want it!"

Jesse dips her head so Asher can't see her grin, and offers her finger with a little more pressure. Asher envelops it immediately, pushing down, moaning in relief and pleasure, "Mmmmmm."

Still, Jesse lets Asher call the shots. She can feel Asher's pulse, can feel her walls tighten and relax around her, testing the fullness. Then she starts moving her hips a little again, and Jesse moves too, testing the pressure in different places inside, pausing when Asher seems to respond particularly deliciously. It doesn't take long for Asher to ask for more.

"What do you say, then?"

"Please. Please Jesse, please may I have another finger, two more, please, more, and harder, please! Ohh!" Jesse has another finger in and sliding before Asher is even done pleading. She drips a good dollop of lube onto her fingers where they meet Asher's cunt and use the friction to work the lube around. It's slicker now, and easier to slide in and out. Jesse thinks Asher might bust out of the dress entirely, she really should have taken it off of her before they started in on ... this, but she was just so eager, they both were.

"Come up here, kiss me," Asher whispers. Jesse lays her body out over Asher's and tastes her mouth again, both of them nearly panting, lips tender, practically sparking when they touch. Jesse keeps her fingers sliding inside, one knee between Asher's, fitting together like sliding a chair under a table. "I like the way you taste," breathes Asher, lips still touching Jesse's.

"Please, more Jesse, please."

She did say she liked to beg. Jesse didn't know how much she liked hearing Asher beg, but fuck, she knew now.

Jesse slid a third, but just as easily tucked her littlest finger under and slid the fourth in too. Easy where they are all bundled together, but more intense when Jesse gets them in up to her knuckles. Asher contracts around the girth, but then opens. Jesse adds more lube, then settles back on top of Asher, nestled against her breasts and belly, dress still tight over her skin. If the zipper or buttons had been in the front, Jesse would have torn at them until they'd popped. Probably better that they aren't.

When her knuckles slide in, Asher's eyes open, mouth opens, cunt opens, and something in her relaxes, Jesse can practically see it unwind and settle. Jesse can't get her thumb in at this angle, but she can, she knows she can, she can feel the space inside of Asher expand and it just feels so empty, she can tell how good it would feel, how easy it would be to tuck her thumb and curl her fingers and fit.

Jesse slides back down Asher's body to have a better angle for her wrist, kissing her through her clothes, biting at her breasts through her grey dress, finding her nipple hard and using her teeth so she can really feel it.

"Fuck me, please fuck me, please," Asher starts saying it like a mantra, like a prayer, coinciding with breath and motion. Jesse pours more lube. More than she needed, probably, but she liked to be safe. The black glove is completely covered, wet and shiny.

They make eye contact. Asher nods, eyes still pleading. "I want it." Almost a whisper. And Jesse tightens her fingers into an arrow, tucks her thumb, and slides in to the wrist, all the way.

"Ohhh godddd," Asher groans in release, splaying open even wider, sinking into the throw pillows. Jesse is still for a few moments, until Asher starts moving her hips again, then Jesse moves with her, experimenting with moving her knuckles into Asher's g-spot and fingers against her cervix.

"Can you—can you reach my wrists, can you untie me? I mean, without taking your hand away," Asher asks.

Jesse reaches up with her left hand. "Yeah," she says, and starts untying the bind.

"Do you mind, is it okay if I ... help?"

Jesse grinned, stretching her shoulder a little farther to more easily reach. Kind of tricky with just one hand, but the knot wasn't exactly complicated. She manages to loosen it enough so Asher's hands slip out. "Mmm I don't mind at all."

Asher, shyly, reaches her right hand down her body and to her own cunt, feeling the wetness, feeling Jesse's whole hand still snug inside. She circles it a moment and then settles her fingers at her clit, pinching and pulling her lips, using a lot of pressure. She even slaps it once, twice, harder than Jesse would have done.

From inside, Jesse can feel her tighten, then soften, and tighten again. Asher gets bolder and starts showing off, looking right into Jesse's eyes, tongue flicking over her lips, scraping her teeth along them. Her breathing gets heavy and faster, her chest moves up and down as she thrusts with her hips, pressing hard onto Jesse's hand, fingers rubbing back and forth so quickly, faster, harder, until she contracts so hard she pushes Jesse's hand out from inside her and practically screams out, yelling, as her body curls and her thighs press together, coming. Jesse leaves her fingers gently touching, just the longest ones still inside to the first knuckle, just so it doesn't feel like a shocking emptiness. Asher reaches out and wraps her arms around Jesse's shoulders, and pulls her back on top of her body, holding as her body settles.

Asher giggles and nuzzles into Jesse, sighing. "Thank you. Fuck, thank you!" She can’t quite make words or sentences work yet. Jesse finds it adorable. There is quite a rush in making a girl as put-together as Asher come ... undone.

They chat for a little while, that pillow-talk of lovers in whispers and murmurs, breathing each other’s breath and feeling each other’s skin, still electric and sultry. Asher brightens and her brain and body come back into alignment. She wiggles out from under Jesse and props herself up on her elbows, taking Jesse’s hands into hers and marveling at their smoothness, their square fingertips, their lines and patterns, the callouses on her thumb and middle finger, the scar on her knuckles.

Asher gets all squirmy and Jesse catches her looking. "Butch hands," Asher explains, as if that makes things clearer. Jesse raises her eyebrows. "Or, I mean, genderqueer androgynous masculine-of-center whatever gender word you prefer hands."

Jesse laughs. "Butch is okay. Seems kind of old school I guess. Mostly people call me a ‘baby butch,’ I don’t like that much."

"Yeah. You’re not babyish."

"Mmhm." Jesse is trying to form the words of a looming question in her brain.

"Something ... on your mind?" Asher asks.

"It’s just ... um, how do you feel about strap-ons? Or, blow jobs?" Jesse looks down and blushes a little. Asher grins, and dives into her arms, kissing her hard.


Featured image from Crash Pad Series Episode 89: Hilt & Rusty Nails.

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