guest post: submissive impulses, and why I heart sadists

April 24, 2008  |  essays

This guest post comes from Muse, as part of a response to my post on the sadistic impulse. She adds this PS: “the quote in the story is direct from Big Bad Daddy Lee.”

The first thing I think of when I conjure up images of sex: a fist in my hair, yanking hard, holding me motionless.

I want to be taken, to be thrown around and kicked down and tied up and fucked and spanked and twisted and slapped and bitten and pinched and pulled and made to endure. But I don’t want you to worry about what I want. I want you to know what you want, and I want you to take it. Without asking. I’m along for the ride, I can let myself go, I can be yours to play with. Trust me, I want you to.

But sometimes, I want to fight. I won’t go down without a struggle. I’ll run, bite, wrestle, kick you away. And I’m very wily, very quick, very strong. I’ll twist out of your grip, force you to catch me, grab me harder, pin me up against the wall or down on the floor, drag me by the hair and throw me into bed. I’ll make you do something to wipe the smirk off my face, to get my attention, to stop me in my tracks. I’ll make you restrain me, so I can’t get away again, even if I try. (I will try, at first.)

Finally I’ll look up at you, eyes and mouth wide, wounded, shocked, and I will relent. I will give up. Give in. Give myself over to you.

When I do, you lean over and growl in my ear: “That’s right. I can fuck you any way I want, whenever I want. I can do anything to you. Because you’re mine, aren’t you. And you like it rough, don’t you, you dirty girl. You are such a bad girl. I’m going to have to teach you a lesson. You’re going to get it now.”

Oh, handsome. What you’ve got to give, this naughty girl is going to take so well.

Please, put me in my place.

I dare you.

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12 Comments


  1. Wow, now it is my turn to give you props honey. You just articulated everything so perfectly. It's like a femme anthem. My hero…

  2. Dang… Where can I find a woman like you in my neck of the woods?

    Wonderful post

  3. Holy hell. I think I just found my soul sista! :)

    Couldn't have said it better myself. :D

  4. I knew that I so could be friends w/ Muse. We'd be 2 peas in a pod !

    Bravo Hot Stuff !

  5. wow, I love to see all this femme bottom submissive solidarity! big <3 to all of you.

    what lucky sadists there are out there. oh, yeah.

  6. Oh my, wow. You managed to write everything I love and oh-so-sexily too.

    I've always liked the idea of being a "power sub" and you articulated it so well here. Yes, it's fun to dare someone but it's just delicious when someone just takes….

    And, yes, did I mention, this is one incredibly, beautifully hot post?

  7. I love what Belle said…

    “a femme anthem”

    “… I want you to take it.” = possibly my favorite line in the entire post.

    Just
    fucking
    take it.

    [and hearing those words hissed in my ear? good fucking god.]

    xxx

  8. i like that it was from a femme pov, but totally translates for us bottom/sub boys!
    thanks, muse.

  9. can i say right here how freakin’ hot this is?!

  10. Ive totally been right there….you just described my favorite scene beautifully!

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