poetry

Why A Wrestler Will Beat A Boxer Every Time

Because my instinct is to punch
“¨to keep arm’s length”¨
while yours is to hug close
Ҭwhich for a boxer means safety
Ҭand for a wrestler means takedown.
ҬI have no technique for bodyӬ
slams, no low center of gravity,
Ҭmy strength is my arms shoulders
Ҭwrists knuckles, my strength in myӬ
fearless slams against a wall. See—
“¨even there—I am too careful
Ҭwith my skeleton to have ever sought
Ҭa singlet, a blue plastic mat, and
ҬI use walls instead, ropes, gloves.
ҬBut I let you tackle me, buck-eyedӬ
in Santa Monica ferris wheel lights
Ҭin front of the crash of ocean that
Ҭslowly, slowly laps away stoneӬ
mountains, even though the firstӬ
sideways takedown whiplashed
Ҭmy neck and I never learnedӬ
how to fall, because somehowӬ
I knew how you’d hold me”¨
against your heartӬ
(after the fourth time)Ӭ
and how I’d let you.

Published by Sinclair Sexsmith

Sinclair Sexsmith (they/them) is a queer trans butch writer focusing on sexualities, genders, kink, and relationships. Their short story collection, Sweet & Rough: Queer Kink Erotica, was a 2016 finalist for a Lambda Literary Award, and they are the editor of 5 editions of Best Lesbian Erotica. Their latest book is Your Year in Kink: A Workbook to Reflect, Plan, & Create Your Kink Life. They lead the online erotica writing group, Writing Spicy, annually.

One thought on “Why A Wrestler Will Beat A Boxer Every Time”

  1. Amber says:

    Nice! I like this – specific, detailed, not too abstractly metaphorical.

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