BSB: the creation myth

Really? I mean, really?

My story The Creation Myth won the first ever BSB writer’s contest, and I am taking home this fabulous For Your Nymphomation sex toy case which I’ve been coveting ever since Essin’ Em (who has a new URL, by the way) reviewed it a while back. (Also, did you know they also have a rolling suitcase-type of toy trunk? Holy crap, how did I miss this!)

I’m sure this is not the only source of the concept of a professional submissive, but a few months back I heard about this book The Pleasure’s All Mine: Memoir of a Professional Submissive by Joan Kelly, and that’s what came to mind when I was writing this Jackie character. I just started the book, I’ll let you know how it is.

A little taste of my short-short story, The Creation Myth:

“You don’t need to know yet,” she says. “You don’t need it.”

Flattering, but frustrating. I am convinced her case holds the key to some heretofore untapped topping in me. I play the idea of her correcting my technique as I beat her, guiding me as I fuck her, over and over in my mind when I jack off. I imagine this would entice me and enrage me until I lose control a little, unleash, and let her have my all.

Until I surrender to my power.

I’m also particularly fond of the line ““She breaks us like horses,” my friend B whispers loudly after Jackie leaves our table at our usual watering hole. “Ruthless.” “B” is actually the fierce fat femme top Bevin Brandlandingham of The Femme-Cast, and when I submitted the story I had included Bevin’s name and link, though I forgot that the submission was supposed to be anonymous so Catalina (the BSB editor) and I hid her identity.

Read the whole thing over at BestSexBloggers.com.

Published by Sinclair Sexsmith

Sinclair Sexsmith (they/them) is "the best-known butch erotica writer whose kinky, groundbreaking stories have turned on countless queers" (AfterEllen), who "is in all the books, wins all the awards, speaks at all the panels and readings, knows all the stuff, and writes for all the places" (Autostraddle). ​Their short story collection, Sweet & Rough: Queer Kink Erotica, was a 2016 finalist for a Lambda Literary Award, and they are the current editor of the Best Lesbian Erotica series. They identify as a white non-binary butch dominant, a survivor, and an introvert, and they live outside Seattle as an uninvited settler on traditional, ancestral, & unceded Snoqualmie land.

6 thoughts on “BSB: the creation myth”

  1. First, congratulations, and the flash fiction was excellent. :)

    Second, I'm so jealous…the toybag is superhot. I so want.

  2. Essin' Em says:

    a) Congrats.

    b) My story I thought was obvious it was me…although my readers guessed differently.

    c) I've actually reviewed the FYN toy chest AND the rolling sex trunk, but not that one :) Let me know what you think.

    d) I'm now a sales rep for FYN, so if anyone needs wholesale info, let me know!

  3. Shay says:

    oooh that is quite a fancy toy bag! Congrats, you definitely earned it!! ^_^

  4. congrats to you!

    you are one helluva writer and so these sorts of thing certainly will only continue to pile up around your place – accolades, i mean. and prizes. woohoo!

  5. alisha says:


    oh man.

    one of my lovers recently told me she wanted to break me like a wild horse.. I told my friend ian & his gf leann and they always make fun of me [in a good way], so I had to read that line to them..

    I’m also particularly fond of the line ““She breaks us like horses,” my friend B whispers loudly after Jackie leaves our table at our usual watering hole.

    ps: know anyone who's going to nolose? [www.nolose.org]

  6. Lilly says:

    I don't think its much of a contest when your writing is involved…its undeniably hot.

    I hope you take a photo of your case when you have it filled with your goodies…

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