journal entries

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my favorite way to come is: strapped on & fucking, missionary style, while she whispers in my earthe way I come the hardest is: when she goes down on me

what I think about to tip myself over the edge: easing my big cock into her mouth or cunt

what scenario I imagine when I’m alone: most often? a threesome; my position in it varies, and I’m kind of everybody. A is strapped on and standing, B is sucking her off. B is kneeling over C’s face. C is lying on her back, sucking B’s cunt and masturbating, until A stops the blow job and begins fucking C, sometimes in the ass. I read it in one of Nancy Friday’s ‘women’s erotic fantasies’ books when I was a teenager. (I suppose I should write out this story.)

what I crave: blow jobs, fucking her strapped on, feeling her come while I’m on top of her, hearing her cry out from pain & pleasure

… and you?

Published by Sinclair Sexsmith

Sinclair Sexsmith (they/them) is "the best-known butch erotica writer whose kinky, groundbreaking stories have turned on countless queers" (AfterEllen), who "is in all the books, wins all the awards, speaks at all the panels and readings, knows all the stuff, and writes for all the places" (Autostraddle). ​Their short story collection, Sweet & Rough: Queer Kink Erotica, was a 2016 finalist for a Lambda Literary Award, and they are the current editor of the Best Lesbian Erotica series. They identify as a white non-binary butch dominant, a survivor, and an introvert, and they live outside Seattle as an uninvited settler on traditional, ancestral, & unceded Snoqualmie land.

7 thoughts on “Fill in the blank”

  1. ~the cat says:

    my favorite way to come is: riding on top of him, his cock buried deep and my clit grinding on his pubic bonethe way I come the hardest is: with his fist in my cunt and her cock in my asswhat I think about to tip myself over the edge: fucking him in the ass with my strap-onwhat scenario I imagine when I'm alone: gang bangs are a favoritewhat I crave: flogging, rope, biting, hair-pulling, blowjobs, hard-fast-deep fucking, cum on my skin, anal.

  2. Bad Bad Girl says:

    my favorite way to come is: bent over, fucked from behindthe way I come the hardest is: on my back, hips arched, gspot and clit being rubbed at the same time.what I think about to tip myself over the edge: having a girl eat my pussywhat scenario I imagine when I'm alone: lately being fucked by a girl I know (who is way too young for me even if I was gay!), who told me that she straps on, and is completely shaved from the neck down. my god, she's trying to give me a heart attack.what I crave: hair pulling, biting, hard fucking, sucking cock.

  3. sinclair says:

    fucken hot.

  4. Avah says:

    my favorite way to come is: my legs up over his shoulders, with his hands pressed hard against mine, as he pounds me as hard as possiblethe way I come the hardest is: with as many fingers as possible stuffed in my pussy, milking my g-spotwhat I think about to tip myself over the edge: his hands wrapped around my throatwhat scenario I imagine when I'm alone: being tied up and humiliated, forced to cum again and againwhat I crave: pain: face slapping, biting, hair pulling, wips, crops, canes; orgasms, many, many orgasms.

  5. The Silicone Johnson says:

    my favorite way to come is: with her fingers slowly stroking me when she decides it's timethe way I come the hardest is: with her mouth on me and her fingers deep insidewhat I think about to tip myself over the edge: the way she fucks my ass on hot, steamy summer nightswhat scenario I imagine when I'm alone: spankings that leave my ass red and swollen and then coming while she fucks me against the rough carpetwhat I crave: hot uncomfortable bossy sex with lots of pain, pleasure, toys and fingers

  6. Johnny says:

    my favorite way to cum is: being fisted by him.

    the way i cum the hardest is: fucking her hard, her legs slung over my shoulders, pounding into the mattress, biting her neck.

    what i think about to tip myself over the edge: her straddling me on my chair and slowly riding my cock, letting it slide in and out so i can see.

    what scenario i imagine when im alone: her fucking me, slow and hard.

    what i crave: lots of fingers, nipples, pain, hair pulling, scratches, biting.