Posts Tagged ‘relationships’

On Butches: Coming Inside

03/05/2009  |  20 Comments

The truth is, it's embarrassing, really, to come while strapped on and fucking. The amount I have to let go and risk is sometimes too much for my heart to open up. It isn't fair to say that she doesn't have to do the same amount of risk and letting go when I throw her down onto the bed, shove my hand between her legs, push my fingers inside until she's screaming and thrashing under my forearm holding her down. But it's different, isn't it? more

Protected: Great Doubt, Great Awakening

03/04/2009  |  Enter your password to view comments.

This is all I'm doing right now: studying how to be in relationships. Yeah, I go to work, I design bar charts and pie graphs and match colors and fonts. I work on this website and my other projects like Queer Eye Candy. I spend time with my roommate and my sister and my friends and the girl I am courting. But under it all, I am learning. I am studying. more

Gloaming

01/02/2009  |  4 Comments

I want you in the gloaming, in the grey / light of near-dusk, anxious to fade / the brightness of morning, midday, / the tragedy of sunset back into the / dim tones where we no longer strain // to see.more

A girl: my future wife

11/28/2008  |  32 Comments

She never leaves my side at parties. People come up to talk to me or her or both of us and she has impeccable control over the conversation, a complex harmony of our varied voices with a beautiful baseline that she keeps with her heartbeat. She knows when and how to release us from a topic or person. She does most of the talking. I listen. I like it that way. She leans in to give me a peck on the cheek near my ear and whispers, "I'm watching the clock. We're leaving in thirty minutes so you can take me home and fuck me."more

Protected: How do you survive falling in love with people who ravage you? (part two)

09/16/2008  |  Enter your password to view comments.

I didn’t really mean for my part one yesterday to be left off as a cliffhanger – I intended to... more

Protected: How do you survive falling in love with people who ravage you? *

09/15/2008  |  Enter your password to view comments.

A bit of a messy journal entry, but for those of you who have been following my personal sagas, here's... more

if I had a red pen

08/12/2008  |  16 Comments

If I had a red pen that worked on internet web pages, I would go around and circle all the... more

Protected: moving backward, moving forward

08/07/2008  |  Enter your password to view comments.

I wrote this a week ago, in the thick of the emotional aftermath of the breakup with Penny and in... more

what happened with Penny

07/30/2008  |  No Comments

We split up; we ended things a little more than two weeks ago. It's more complicated than that, but I'm... more

weekend, part two: dancing

07/11/2008  |  8 Comments

Weekend, part one: flogging I slid my cock inside her swiftly and she took it easily. Let out a little cry,... more