Posts Tagged ‘relationships’

“Can I come? Please?”

07/07/2009  |  5 Comments

Kristen gets off easily. When we were discussing it last night, she said there's a point after we've been fucking... more

Her dirty talk got me off. Twice.

03/31/2009  |  8 Comments

“So,” Kristen said, arms around my neck, looking up from under me, my legs between hers but bent and wrapped... more

Protected: The Good Kind of Unbearable

03/23/2009  |  Enter your password to view comments.

You remember how this feels.It's familiar, even though it's never quite been like this before. Something in your heart remembers... more

On Butches: Coming Inside

03/05/2009  |  20 Comments

The truth is, it's embarrassing, really, to come while strapped on and fucking. The amount I have to let go and risk is sometimes too much for my heart to open up.It isn't fair to say that she doesn't have to do the same amount of risk and letting go when I throw her down onto the bed, shove my hand between her legs, push my fingers inside until she's screaming and thrashing under my forearm holding her down.But it's different, isn't it? more

Protected: Great Doubt, Great Awakening

03/04/2009  |  Enter your password to view comments.

This is all I'm doing right now: studying how to be in relationships.Yeah, I go to work, I design bar charts and pie graphs and match colors and fonts. I work on this website and my other projects like Queer Eye Candy. I spend time with my roommate and my sister and my friends and the girl I am courting.But under it all, I am learning. I am studying. more


01/02/2009  |  4 Comments

I want you in the gloaming, in the grey / light of near-dusk, anxious to fade / the brightness of morning, midday, / the tragedy of sunset back into the / dim tones where we no longer strain // to see.more

A girl: my future wife

11/28/2008  |  32 Comments

She never leaves my side at parties. People come up to talk to me or her or both of us and she has impeccable control over the conversation, a complex harmony of our varied voices with a beautiful baseline that she keeps with her heartbeat. She knows when and how to release us from a topic or person. She does most of the talking. I listen. I like it that way.She leans in to give me a peck on the cheek near my ear and whispers, "I'm watching the clock. We're leaving in thirty minutes so you can take me home and fuck me."more

Protected: How do you survive falling in love with people who ravage you? (part two)

09/16/2008  |  Enter your password to view comments.

I didn’t really mean for my part one yesterday to be left off as a cliffhanger – I intended to... more

Protected: How do you survive falling in love with people who ravage you? *

09/15/2008  |  Enter your password to view comments.

A bit of a messy journal entry, but for those of you who have been following my personal sagas, here's... more

if I had a red pen

08/12/2008  |  16 Comments

If I had a red pen that worked on internet web pages, I would go around and circle all the... more