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May 19, 2013 | journal entries | Enter your password to view comments.

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I'm Sinclair Sexsmith, the kinky queer butch top behind this site. I'm an erotic educator, coach, and writer who studies literature, erotic embodiment, kink, BDSM, leather, and queer, trans, and feminist theory. I prefer the pronouns they and them.

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November 7, Columbia University, New York City
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Essays
- Reconciling Feminism & Sadism 9,965 views
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- Fucking & Making Love 4,410 views
- A Love Letter to Femmes 4,302 views
- Open Relationship Mini Interview with Charlie Glickman: "Being poly doesn't make you more evolved" 4,197 views
- To the femmes on whom I've crushed this past year 4,142 views
- On Femme Invisibility 3,576 views
- Quick Anal Interview with Dylan Ryan 3,212 views
- in praise of femmes: hair & shaving 3,081 views
- The Great Reader Mini-Interview, Part Four: "Shut up and get hit," Communion, and fun erotica 2,491 views
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Reviews
- Ask Mr. Sexsmith: Tomboi vs RodeoH brief-style harness? 7,227 views
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Advice
- Reconciling Feminism & Sadism 9,965 views
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Journal Entries
- Thanksgiving in Texas 6,642 views
- Coming Out Genderqueer: An Open Letter to My Family & Friends 6,211 views
- Late July in photos: Albuquerque & Jemez travels 5,313 views
- Northern Exposure Kink Conference in Anchorage, AK! And: Judging the International Ms. Leather Contest 5,096 views
- Video: Sinclair reads Five Blow Jobs (And oh yeah, hi) 3,888 views
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Poetry
- How things start to melt open 6,821 views
- Making Peace #14 2,035 views
- Unsolicited Advice to a New Butch (aka The Butch Poem) 1,455 views
- What It Means 1,362 views
- Your Body Remembers 1,037 views
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This Week
- The quiz is here! What kind of s-type are you? 11,079 views | under miscellany
- Why Lesbian Erotica is Valuable Activism 6,525 views | under essays
- What's in our sex den? Books, of course. 5,184 views | under miscellany
- Come play at the Submissive Playground! 5,031 views | under miscellany
- Reconciling Feminism & Sadism 4,977 views | under advice
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- Kyle on Coming Out Genderqueer: An Open Letter to My Family & Friends
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Elsewhere
- BUTCH At the Lexington Club Thursday, November 21, 2013
- Butch: Not Like the Other Girls Thursday, October 24, 2013
- “Motley Hosts Open Mic and Guest Speaker in Celebration of National Coming Out Day.” Saturday, October 12, 2013
- Sinclair named one of the Top 10 Sex Bloggers of 2013 by LittleHussy.com Thursday, September 26, 2013
- Sinclair is #44 of the Top 100 Most Stylish DapperQs Tuesday, July 30, 2013
Recommended
- Why Myriad Double Standards? Thursday, December 5, 2013
- This Is Me. This Is Her. This Is How We Fuck. Thursday, December 5, 2013
- Best Lesbian Erotica Release Party & Reading December 12 in SF Thursday, December 5, 2013
- As Soon As You Care, You Lose, or The Difference Between Hungry and Starving Thursday, December 5, 2013
- Deep, So Deep Saturday, November 30, 2013
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