the Babeland references are because I broke my favorite pack-and-play cock this weekend and must get a new one. I should tell you it broke while fucking her in some wildly fantastic way, but really I was boiling it and the silicone split. damnit.———–
from: s
to: sinclair

Oh my God, woman, what you do to me. I want you so badly I’m literally aching. Can I come with you to babeland after work tomorrow, and then we head over to the workshop together? Of course I completely understand if you prefer to shop alone.

Christ, I don’t know how I’m supposed to concentrate on work… Can I get that quickie now?

XXX (because that’s what my thoughts are rated)

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from: sinclair
to: the divine ms. sI like it when I make you ache.

makes me feel powerful. makes me feel like I’m seeing underneath your surface, affecting you in deep waves that come to the surface and make your eyes ripple & shine. god, that way that you look at me, when your eyes do that, makes me feel … beautiful. capable. safe. like I could do anything, be anyone in that moment and you’d hold the space for me to fill.

god, you make me ache too. something deep in my belly nestled between my hips. and then my fingers, palms of my hands, wrists, the ache and quiver of not holding you, not touching your skin today, not waking with my hand on that perfect curl of your hip that I love.

last night, arms around you in that chair I only wanted to slip my hand inside your jeans, under your shirt to palm your breast, feel your nipple between my fingers. should I tell you things like this? I closed my eyes, visualized the room empty but it didn’t work, they were all still there.

my desire for you overrides: sickness, sleep, hunger.

I feel like a teenaged boy around you, wanting you, so much, all the time. and then? there’s that other part, where you let me have you, take you, have my way with you - the way you lift me up, boost my confidence, make me feel so strong. thank you. I’ve never had anything like this in my relationships before, and it is such a beautiful relief, and so much growth for me.

we really must start practicing our quickies. is there a place in your building where we can fuck over lunch?

… I would love it if you came with me to Babeland, it’s a date. how about I pick you up after work?

love you.
sinc